Thursday, July 18, 2013

THPTFTU


A sermon for the Fourth Sunday after Epiphany, Lectionary 4B - Luke 4:21-30.

This sermon was preached in the community of 
     Lutheran Campus Ministry at UT-Austin 
          on February 3, 2013 
(which happened to be Super Bowl Sunday).

I’m glad you could all make it,
     and I really appreciate you coming early
          so I can be home in time 
               to watch the cute puppies on Animal Planet.
I assume you will all be doing the same…

But before we get too distracted 
     with the other events of this day,  
I hope we can settle in for a few moments 
     to reflect together on the words 
          we have heard proclaimed…
     because they are beautiful and complicated
          and timely and…as I have found them…true.

The readings today are full
     of compelling narrative and beautiful language…
          And I think they might even be 
               especially appropriate for a day 
                    of such cultural significance as today.
When we go home today
     many of us will participate in an hours-long ritual
          where we  will be reminded 
               of how much value we give
                    to an odd assortment of things:
                         like the ability to throw and run 
                              and tackle and kick….
                         And like the beauty, attractiveness,
                              cleverness or wealth 
                                   that will surely come to us
                         if only we buy the right beer, 
                              car, clothing,
                                   snack food and razor blades…
We will be reminded of our own tenuous quests 
     for what is worthwhile.

But worrying about what is worthwhile…
     and who is worthwhile is not a new struggle.
          Thousands of years ago, God called a prophet…
   a prophet who knew that he was too young 
          to speak with authority.
But Jeremiah was given God’s own words…
    after God reminded him 
          that he didn’t have to explain his credentials…
God already knew exactly who Jeremiah was…
     And had determined his worth and purpose long ago.

In First Corinthians, 
     Paul talks about what is worthwhile, too…
          And it’s nothing they advertise on network TV.
The love that Paul describes –
     patient, kind, not irritable 
          or insisting on its own way...
               is not formulaic enough for match.com 
                    to corner the market on it…
     or for a certain soft drink to help you find it.
It’s a love too perfect for us 
     to ever fully realize in ourselves…
           though there are those moments 
               we cling to that feel so close…

When I asked my stepson Avery 
     to talk with me about love,
          I asked where we find 
               the kind of love Paul talks about,
          And where we need more of it…
He talked about how even in our families, 
     even with those we love most,
          We still fight and fight…
               and fight and fight and fight.
He’s right. It’s kind of our thing. It’s what we do.
    
At the theological conference 
     Pastor Paul and I just attended,
          We heard someone share from a book
               where the word “sin” was redefined in a way
                    that might capture its meaning better 
for our modern ears.

It’s a long enough phrase
      that it’s easier to refer to by its acronym:
           THPTFTU…The Human Propensity to…
                 umm… "Mess"…Things Up.
Maybe the strong language is necessary
     to really feel the weight of that, though.
          Because we know that we do…pardon me…
               fuck things up.
Badly. And we the victims of other people’s HPTFTU…
     And so are whole groups, classes, nations of people…
          So is the whole planet.

Paul speaks of love…
     but we miss the mark most of the time.

And I think that one of the reasons we do 
     is because we are afraid.
          We, like Jeremiah,
               don’t think we are capable of being 
                     who we are meant to be.
Like him, we are afraid that we don’t count now…
     when we are young…
         But we are also afraid 
              that we will never count at all.
We don’t believe we are loveable…
     we are still afraid of being alone and unloved.

And the love that Paul describes 
     is so shocking in its scope,
          And we are still so captive to our fear 
               of being on the outside…
That when we hear real Love speak
     we tend to try to drive it out of town 
          and throw it off a cliff.

When Jesus explains how the good news of God 
     is for foreigners like the Syrophoenician widow 
          and the Syrian warrior Namaan,
he is talking about a love so wide
     it goes beyond the boundaries of Israel…
          of us and them…of in and out…
but I think what makes his hometown crowd
     (and probably us, to be honest)
angry is the fear that if Jesus is for them…
     he’s not for us…
          as if loving everyone else, too, 
               is a sort of betrayal…
          as if the love of God was as scarce a resource
               as the approval we crave 
                   from the rest of the world…

After all, we know the feeling 
     of being left behind and left out…
          If there were television commentators 
               assessing our skills or critiquing our lives,
     we wonder what good things 
          they would have to say about us.
We watch television, and we know
     that we don’t belong 
          on the international stage as sport legends…
               or on tv commercials 
                   as the icons of beauty and success.
Those people are not us…so who are we?

Well…a voice spoke to Jeremiah’s doubt and fear 
     thousands of years ago…
          And it speaks to ours today.
“I have known you since before you drew breath.
     I have loved you forever.

You are my child,
     and you are one who I trust 
          to bring my words to a world
               that needs more than anything
                    to know that they don’t have to be afraid.”

The good news is…
     God isn’t listening 
          to what anyone else is saying about you…
               Or not saying about you…
God has said everything about you that matters already:
     “I love you. You are mine.”

God’s love is not scarce.
     God’s love for this whole universe 
          does not diminish you…
               It connects you into a web of light and life
                    that is endless and safe and free.

Jesus’ first sermon of his public ministry in Luke…
     the one that seemed to be going so well last week…
          is another theme in the same symphony
               whose notes called Jeremiah to bold witness.

Jesus is saying…I am here for her and for him…
     for those people out there…
          Maybe Jesus was trying to be provocative. 
               Who knows?
But when the people heard those words,
     Maybe they felt like Jesus
          was tearing the words of the prophet Isaiah 
               away from them.
Because they became so angry.
  
But then…even as the people who were afraid
      that God was being taken away from them
          for someone else…
     even then, as they were angry enough to mob him
          and quite literally throw him out…
Jesus moved peacefully through them.

That’s another irony of THPTFTU…of sin… isn’t it?
     When we are afraid that we are losing hold of God,
          we try to physically throw God away…
     which is the exact opposite of what we really want, 
          isn’t it?
But we can’t.

Having finally gone to see The Hobbit yesterday,
     I would be remiss 
          if I didn’t find a link to J.R.R. Tolkein
               in the arc of this story…
     because Tolkein loved epic adventures
          of transformation, loyalty and love…
     almost as much as God does…
And the brave love of others for which God frees us
     came across so strongly to me 
          in the words of hobbit Bilbo Baggins
               when he was reunited with his company 
                     after escaping the goblins…
     though the dwarves still questioned his loyalty
          and ability to share their quest.
“I know you doubt me, I know you always have, 
     and you're right.
          I often think of Bag End. I miss my books,
               and my armchair, and my garden.
                    See, that's where I belong; that's home,
          and that's why I came back…
              'cause you don't have one…a home.
      It was taken from you, 
          but I will help you take it back if I can.”
Whether we feel ready or qualified
     to be drawn into the adventure 
          of God’s redemption of the world,
we are called…we are loved…and we are claimed.

And yes…
     Jesus is for him and her and everyone out there…
          And Jesus is for us.
God has the last word on our worth, 
     and to God, we are priceless.
          In the freedom of that knowledge,
               we know that God’s love for others
                    does not diminish God’s love for us…
     and we, like Jeremiah, can bear that promise to the world without fear.

Thanks be to God. Amen.

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